dammit

4 days into this self inflicted torture and what do i have to show for it? Besides sugarless and carbless induced lows and multiple cravings for things i don't normally even eat (pizza bianca from sullivan street bakery, the poppy seed bagel from ess-abagel, my scone the size of a baby's head), MORE WEIGHT??? could it be the breadcrumbs on the chicken i ate last night? or the 2 extra pistachios that went into my midday snack? or is it just the act of snacking???
omg.. is this what i deserve for being so obsessed about the W_ _ _ _ _ issue? sheesh....